true story.....

ok so like this one time at band camp... no no no jk lol non of that buisnes haha to days subject is sports and for all you sports lovers out there this may or maynot be your cup of tea or coffee or wat ever you guys drink. sports have always been a big part of my life it started with T-ball and little dribblers through elementary and when Jr High rolled around volleyball consumed me track was also a part of my life High school is when sports swallowed my life conpletely i have no time to do anything outside of sports right now its basketball season i go to school practice then home to do hours of homework then the next day repeats over and over and over the only day off i get is sunday and my dad after we get home from church wants me to get outside and practice some more and to tell you the truth i love sports i really do but only for fun if i had to do them for a liveing i think i would die. right now i have no life pretty much and not haveing one is kinda makin me dislike sports all together im 17 and ive never had a job like one you go to everyday and get payed for and get yelled at by a boss that every one hates my dad says i need to slow down and not get ahead of myself ill be out and about on my own soon enuff nd ill b wishing i was back in school nd i guess to a point hes right but i want a job or at least a part time one but the thing is i have no time for one nd not haveing time for a job means no time for anything else either like hangin with friends or quiet time to myself this pretty much sucks nuts on a stick grrrrrr what am i gonna do i want to keep playin sports nd all but im so far behind on my sleep that im falling asleep in my classes nd just get farther behind in my classes why is life so blahhh all the time F!@#$%^&*())))(*&^%$#@!@#$%%$#@#$%^%$#$%K some times i just feel like cussing all the time for no reason just cuzz i can just cuz im tired just cuz ive got nothing better to do with the time i dont have tell me wat to do i need help!!!!!!!!

stance on the world

politics and religion are a big part of the problem in America today don't get me wrong religion is good in my opinion and government is but lets face it everything's getting a little out of hand. now, me and a few friends had a really deep discussion about this last night whether we believe or not and who we think is the next Antichrist and in what ways we think Oboma is screwing up and leaving everything n a pit of shit where no one really wants or needs to be and the ones who could be doing something to help out are the people have loads of money but none of this is really bothering them anyways frankly i dont think that the church should run the government and the government shouldnt start messing with the church because first of all in my opinion the church likes to pick and choose what verses they want to follow and the others they just kinda set aside like they dont matter makeing the opinion of lots of onlookers think that religious people are just a bunch of hipacrits and frankly i agree nd i say that we are a bunch of hipacrits (im religious as well) but i also think that there is no person alive today that has never been hipacritic at some point in his or her life time religious or other wise {i think im gonna start my own religion i dont see wats rong with it i might as well ill call it CHRISTiny cool name huh i came up with it all by myself its prenounsed (CHRIST-iny) its a mix of christ and destiny just cuz} and politics really just get on my nerves i mean be forreals polititians stand around makein speaches nd talk talk talkin al the freaking time nd wonder y nothing gets done if they would just shut the hell up nd just do it i think we d be alot better off and if we got some regular people who now wat the real world is not some high faluten rich guy who hasent been in the real world in aleast their whole political career that forget how shit really goes down if we could get some one on the lower income level to go to washington to tell them to go @#$%^ off and let someone in office who no what the crap their talkin bout we would be doing a world of good we need a true texacan in there not some high dollar white collar caviar eaten dumbass wat we really need is a redneck blue collar beer drinkin good time havin good ole boy. PERIOD end of story done deal

hey kiddos summers over i havent given homework in forever so lets get started
no just kidding im not a teacher im a student but how cool would it b to b able to give the homework then grade it as harshly as u wanted i think freaken awesome yo
nd wat if the kids could tell the teachers wat to do for a change i mean dont get me wrong none of my teachers r that bad but sometimes i get tired of haveing to do wat they tell me but i do it anyways just so i dont get into detention sometimes i just want to do wat ever i want when i want to do it so if any of u youts have any advice for me plz fill me in cuz right now im at the stage in life when nothing makes since so if u's coulds help me out id b greatful

to awesome

he falls like rain in to the darkness of the night upon my lips
he runs like the river between the 2 dark stones i call my eyes
he walks his fingers down my spine like a knife tearing down the sail of a great ship
he races through my mind like the storm of terror races out of control
he does all of this without knowing
without knowing he kills me with his misinterpreting
he makes me feel alive with his understanding his compassion with his love and his hate his sameness
we are alike him and me
me and him are like the rarest of gems and jewels cast in to a sea of stones
we match and yet were so different
look talk walk touch so differently
and tho we re so different we are the same like the twilight of 100 summer mornings glistening of the blades of what looks like grass
i wear black to hide from the world to be different to put myself in to a cold corner where no one can touch me
and he pulls me out he is the light to my darkness the warm to my cold the summer to my winter the life of me to the happiness and strength of his bonds that grasp my hand my arms my chest
he kisses my head my cheeks and my lips down to my arms hands to my finger tips
he s right there yet so far away i wish i knew what he was thinking i wish i could make up something or read his mind but thats like trying to start a tsunami with a pebble or a grain of sand
i think growing flowers in the desert would be easier than trying to figure out his soul.............

ok so i met this guy right
hes real cool and the first guy i could be my self around in a really long time
i didnt have to lie to him to make myself cool
i didnt have to be something im not and when i talk to him i feel real
if he reads this then he will know
he will know how he made me feel
i feel alive and more than human when he talks to me
i feel special i feel happy and content with myself
i like him more then he knows
im just to afraid to tell him
what would he say how would he react how would i react
i dont know
im full of questions i need answers

fav cartoons

whats your fav cartoon? it can be one in sendication or one that dont run anymore or one that has just started to air resently. mine is a tie between popeye foghorn leghorn mickey mouse and loonytoons. the first one to comment on this post wins a free hug from the flyin monkey.