ok so i met this guy right
hes real cool and the first guy i could be my self around in a really long time
i didnt have to lie to him to make myself cool
i didnt have to be something im not and when i talk to him i feel real
if he reads this then he will know
he will know how he made me feel
i feel alive and more than human when he talks to me
i feel special i feel happy and content with myself
i like him more then he knows
im just to afraid to tell him
what would he say how would he react how would i react
i dont know
im full of questions i need answers